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heeeeeyyyaaah! i'm blogging through camilla's hp mini.i'm hanging out at their condo right now.here at taft.we've been munching food stuffs and watching dvds.their room was hell of a mess when we arrived so we invested time to clean first.who would wanna hangout in a messy room anyway.haha.cleaning time turned out to be laughing time.it's been like a month and a half since i started hanging out with these two girls here yet somehow we treat each other like sisters already.haha.aryt.well it's the first day of our midterms.two subjects down, 5 more to go!fil and psychology test were relatively difficult. basically for those who didn't study ofcourse but on my part, it was relatively fine.i studied obviously. though there were some part in the test that were not discussed to us.i hope considerations will be given somehow.anywaayyyysss,i gotta go! we're all really sleepy here! its nap time!kisses people:* LOVEA!:))
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okay. i'm done reviewing for the midterms. TFN! what the effff. haha:)) anyways, i've been listening to 80's music with my dad since yesterday. youtube has been very helpful. thanks to it! well i must say 80's songs were really good comparing genre to genre, you wouldn't get disappointed listening. a lot of the songs during that time has that inevitable magnetic effect that makes you wanna stand up your chair and swing your hips. wuhoo! it's partaaay time! yeaah. haha. new wave was really popular during that time! well not only that every song's got that wild beat but they also have that special meaning. love songs were really heart-melting. most of the song suits me. haha. yet there was this one song that really got into me,the song these dreams by heart. i like the meaning of the song plus the rendition of the singer was undoubtfully great that's why i like it.i've been playing the song for more than 5 times already.i know i'm gonna catch that last song syndrome effect.haha. so there it goes. i'm not planning to make this post long cause ima be watching my favorite dvd series. HOUSE MD. oh yeah. til here people! KISSES!:))
I LOVE MY LIFE:D
just got home from training. i'm exhausted yet i love the feeling and the fact that i'm losing weight. haha. you know what, i just happen to realize how cheezy i was on my last post. i mean man i'm still young and a lot more opportunities and good people are gonna be coming my way. life is really like this. shit happens but it doesn't mean the end of the world yet. well those cheezy moments were basically just part of the stimulus and response process. it's like when you get pinched your instinct would definitely dictate to you that you were hurt through the presence of pain. everything happens for a reason and i think that whatever this is for, it'll surely satisfy everything i've been through. i'm not rushing though. i'm enjoying my life right now. i breathe, i think, therefore i exist. nonetheless, i am happy. GOODNIGHT LOVES!(:
IMA BE OKAY
moving on. i recently experienced heart break. despite the happy mood i used to show for the past few days, i must admit my heart is not at ease. i've been with a guy for more than 3 years. we used to call each other babe. to me, he was everything. the reason why i look forward to waking up every morning and why i smile before i sleep at night. basically, i treasured him like he was the reason for my existence. we shared laughter and tears. we've been through thick and thin. all i ever thought was "he is the one i wanna share the rest of my life with. "and i felt that he wanted the same thing too through his words and actions. our relationship seemed almost perfect. problems do arise but we'd always surpass them. yet one day something went wrong. we were together before that day. we're good. we even ate out after class. he wanted twister fries so we ate at mcdo. while on our way home, we watched transformers 2 on his psp. he even placed his head on my shoulder while we were watching.nothing felt wrong til the next day. he still texted me the morning of that day that he's heading for school already.after a while,he stopped texting. not even a single one after that day. i took it like he's just busy on school works since he's having his duty already. i even told him i trust him that it's not his way of letting go.i kept texting without expecting for a reply. that's how i loved him. a week later i checked out his fs account, it surprised me when i saw a picture of him with a girl as his primary pic what's worse is that they both used the same prima. his shoutout was "happy". given the benefit of the doubt, i took it like she was just his friend but judging through the girl's comments, i knew there was something going on between them. well, initial reaction, i definitely cried. i've never felt deeply hurt ever til that day. i know that i really didn't have the right to his life cause we weren't committed that moment. a thing came up basically a month before that but the thing is he showed interest through his actions. i interpreted it like he still loves me. well who wouldn't right? when a guy hugs, kisses, and hold your hands who woudn't expect it to be that the guy is still in love with you? i'm the type of person you can easily open up with. i'd understand it if he talked to me about it directly not that he left me hanging and surprised me after a week. i could've understand it better if he opened up. well, i have nothing against the girl cause she didn't know obviously. we don't even know each other so there's no reason for me to invest grudge on her neither am i angry with the guy i used to love. I WOULDN'T WANT HIM TO STAY IF HE ISN'T HAPPY WITH ME ANYMORE.I'D RATHER SEE HIM HAPPY WITH ANOTHER PERSON OTHERWISE. well, that's how i love him. the pain of letting him be with another person is incredibly unbearable yet who am i to ask him to stay. i'm the past, she is the present. all i can do is pray for their happiness but the moment he'd be hurt, its gonna be another issue. i wouldn't hold back on that. seeing you happy means absolutely everything to me. this too shall pass.
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY:D
whew! i'm back! it's been like ages since i last posted something. i'm fortunate that i got home early today plus i'm not burdened with any homework nor am i to beat any deadline so i'm gonna be writing to the extent given the benefit also that i'm blogging through my own laptop and there's no more reason that anyone might be attempting to bother. okay, so much for the intro. well, classes have been on since june 15 as far as i remember and i'm gonna proudly say that the first month of my college life has molded me into a better person already. i'm not bragging or anything, i'm just happy for my achievements so far. i was given the privilege to become the president of our classroom. thanks to my blockmates. haha. i'm not gonna say that it's hard but its somehow quite like that yet i'm enjoying taking responsibilities and helping my other blockmates. i joined the varsity also. volleyball obviously. we train 3 days a week from 5 to 8 pm sometimes we go beyond 8. as a result i loss weight! haha! its been a while since i last felt the enjoyment of going to school. i'm thankful that college life has offered me the same feeling again. i don't wanna compare highschool to college life but if i'm gonna be asked to do so, i'd definitely say that college is relatively enjoyable than highschool.maybe because it's when you meet you're true companions.the people that would stick with you through thick and thin.don't get me wrong here,i love my hs friends also.its just that we don't get to be with each other often anymore.too bad.i miss you kupals!:D
i haven't blog for a long time obviously. i got a busy sched and lotsa school stuffs to do so ima update as soon as i buy the time. kisses!:)) MAY 23, 2009 it was one heck of a tiring day for me and my mom. we went off to MDC for our freshie orientation. it took about 4 hours of our time including the id picture taking and uniform fitting. good thing there were snacks offered sometime when the orientation was halfway done. after those really tiring four hours, we decided to eat out. gahd! we had to commute cause our other car was being repaired and my dad has to attend a meeting for a deed of sale signing since he's the attending attorney, there's no choice, in short, he had to use our other car. it was really hot and i could really feel the sweat on my back. we arrived home at about ten to six. i had a nap eventually. i was tired to hell.
MAY 24, 2009 it was sunday and mass is a must for it is a holy obligation so we celebrated it at 5 pm, went to MOA after. we ate at shakey's. fortunately, grandslam was available. wootsie! eating out is always the best part. haha:)) after eating, we decided to walk for a while, then me and my sister saw really nice polo shirts at F&H and mom didn't hesitate to buy it. i love it:)) mine was pink and gray stripes while blue and black for my sis's:)) headed home at 9, slept eventually. it was a good day though:) MAY 25, 2009 MONDAY for my self. dad gave me 2k for my school stuffs. i went to the mall alone. black flat shoes, bag, gtec and filler was what i planned to buy. thought 2k wasn't enough yet it sure is:) i bought this really nice flats from wade and a very elegant bag at egg plus gtec and filler at national. shopping alone went good:)) MAY 26, 2009 okay nothing much for this day:)) MAY 27, 2009 it's been quite some time since i started visiting a dermatologist at parañaque med yet it seemed like there were no improvements on my face, somehow it went a little worse than what it usually did. ofcourse, i'm talking about break outs here. anyway, me and my dad talked. we decided to go back to my other dermatologists at makati med. its been 2 years since i last went there. it was about 6 when we headed there. good thing her clinic hours lasts until 7. we took the skyway to get there fast. so eventually she offered an everyday regimen needed to improve my face plus i still need to go back for my first session again. okay, getting your face done will really cost you a lot of money. just like what it did for me. there was this certain toner needed for my regimen, and good lord a bottle costs 1650 pesos. but my dad never hesitates when it comes to my face. he'd tell me "khit gumastos pko ng malaki jan bsta wag lng mcra muka mo anak". oha! very supportive dad:)) so, all in all we paid 4705. gahd i could've bought myself good clothes with that amount already. well, life is really unfair as they say. haha:)) anyways, we ate at max's after then headed home:)) MAY 28, 2009 bonding time for me, my sister and my mom. we went to the mall to buy school stuffs for my sister. its was a good day for us:)) we all had this craving for shawarma. yum:)) MAY 29, 3009 i stayed home. watched a bunch of dvd's:)) got nothing good this day. MAY 30, 2009 first session, we went to makati med as planned. had my first session:)) took some pics:)   we headed home after then changed clothes. headed to moa then. ate at pier one and had some relaxing moments watching a gig at trinity's:)) i love my family:) went home at about 12 past, we decided to go for a drive thru at mcdo. THE FRIES WERE REALLY LARGE. haha:)) never knew mcdo has upsized their fries till then. anyway, reached home at about 1. i rested immediately. hahaha:))i enjoyed the past few days i had though a conflict did arise yet i'm totally over it:)) i'm focusing myself to my new hobby which i mentioned already on my older posts--cooking plus i went back to my daily dance excercise cause i gained weight well probably cause i pig out most of the time whenever i got nothing to do. i'd sit out on our couch and grab something to munch. basically that's what i do everyday. anyways, i'm excited about college. more or less i got two and a half weeks left to enjoy my super long summer vacation. i'm excited to see and befriend more people from all walks of life:)) well i'm not expecting things to be in favor of me always, whatever happens, then so be it. i'm strong enough to face life:)) tata!
haven't blog for almost 3 days. i'm really busy, got bajillion things to attend to. i got a lot to blog though. im gonna be updating as soon as i accomplish everything:)) i updated the song and the quote btw. gotta run! kisses!:)) okay, now i have something worth blogging. well, got a new hobby-- cooking. i've been experimenting and learning different dishes and thank GOD so far neither of the dishes i tried did i blew off. anyway, it's not what i really want to write about now. obviously there are links above. those are inspirational videos that my dad shared to me. too bad i wasn't able to upload it directly here cause our PC would always hung up whenever i try to, but that's the reason why i place the links so you can just check it out by clicking, i assure you watching it is really worth the 9 minutes it took you to watch both. okay, truth be told, i almost bursted out of tears when i first saw it. it really shows the other side of life and the people that lives through it. not only those who are physically or mentally gifted have the capacity to bring out the best, thus also those who are either mildly or severely incapacitated can prove that life isn't always about being normal but being who you want to be, bringing out the best in yourself and proving others wrong on their sick judgement about you. the best achievements in life aren't those when people believed you can achieve it, it definitely is when nobody else believed yet you did.
blah. got nothing much to say. nothing really worth blogging did occurred. ima be updating as soon as i had one. kisses:)   "freedom is what you do with what's being done to you" i'm not yet done with heroes season 3 cause i had this urge to move on to prison break right away. me and tita meg spent the whole day yesterday watching the latest season. started from 10 am then finished at 11 pm straight minus an hour and a half spent dressing up and celebrating the mass. it was one heck of a good season! episodes we're thrilling and really breathe- taking. basically, after the brothers and the others who escaped from panama, michael had to get his revenge from those who killed sarah yet it seems like it wasn't really the time for it. cause gretchen told out that sarah escaped and is still alive. so he had to find her. to cut it short, he found her. but they, michael and linc plus the other prison breakers, had to clear up their names and gain their freedom from the government who're trying to catch them and throw them back to prison. they had a deal and the only thing they think that can help them is to find the black book of a company they need to turn down, that such book was named scylla which contains the deepest darkest secret of the company and before they can get it they had to undergo mind-boggling situations and come up with a really good plan. traitors were always on the road but they'd always pass them. gahd. i thought it'll be a good ending already. but obviously it didn't went the same for the writer. damn it! my love died at the end it was really sad:(( but anyway, all the seasons were good. too bad it has to be ended. cheers to the writer though!:))
 anyway, yesterday wasn't all about prison break only, it was may 10 and as we all know it was the day for our moms:) we really didn't had that boom kind of celebration, we decided to have it simple. we went to celebrate mass at 5 and decided not to go out after cause our driver had his day off and no one except from him knows hot to start up the engines and drive away so instead we decided to order up food at home. shakey's was our choice. we ordered manager's choice party size pizza thick crust plus 7 piece chicken with mojos. too bad neither the grand slam nor the new york pizza were available. but it really went well. we had good conversation while eating plus good laughs. it was a good day! and nothing more beats the thought of being with your love ones. oh well, love you mom and dad! plus my super kulit sister:) i'm still not over with the song runaway by the corrs so i decided to add a playlist plus change the quote above incase you didn't notice:) i can't stand to fly,i'm not that naive,i'm just out to find, the better part of me.i'm more than a bird, i'm more than a plane,more than some pretty face beside a train, it's not easy to be me.  i'm done watching house season 5! the finale was great and ima be looking forward to the next season. anyway, i'm currently heroes fanatic. i'm on chapter 7."Eris quod Sum". it’s where Mohinder attacks Nathan and Tracy, who’re both trying to save Maya and the other subjects. while on the other hand, Angela tries to convince Sylar to save Peter from Pinehearst. Daphne, is ordered to kill Matt for not joining the villains and Hiro doubts Usutu’s advice. okay those were just a little part of the episode. i have this feeling that i so wanna be a hero too. even Claire's rejuvenating power will do but it’ll be better if i’d have Sylar or Peter’s. too bad their powers have this unwanted consequence which is the hunger for killing. oh i almost forgot, i'm so disappointed with Peter Petrelli, he’s kinda becoming an antagonist in the story. well, i still can’t tell if it'll last til the end cause the story’s really full of twist. as of now, my eyes are still craving so got to go! mwah!:) It may sound absurd but don't be naive even heroes have the right to bleed. i may be disturbed but wont you concede even heroes have the right to dream its not easy to be me.   "everybody lies" - gregory house back on track! got a new dvd player yesterday plus a bunch of new dvd's! our old dvd player sucked! anyway, i'm inlove with house season 5 right now. it’s been a while since i’ve last seen an episode. i’ve been watching house since last night and i’m definitely inlove with him right now. he’s kinda old, but his logic and paradigm on medical issues and diagnostics makes him the hottest man for me. though he’s sort of an arrogant and a socio-path sometimes, i’m still inlove. okay. you’re comments aren’t much of a need right now. kiddin! well i’m hoping i could finish this season today so i can lay my uber craving eyes on prison break season 4 and heroes season 3 already. im so excited! atleast i figured out a way to make the last 3 weeks of my vacation worth it. i just dropped by and ima be watching again now! hugs and kisses!:)
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